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its... 1.38am

why am i still here at this time.. geez !! well i guess everyone should be sleeping at this time, while im not...

planned to woke up early tomorrow to go sg wang but shal i change my mind ? hur..... *thinking* .... gt shocked by thunder and lightning yesterday, it doesnt feel good.. cant really sleep well, suddenly think of that time when i was sent to hospital and what doctor told me.. why am i just weak weak inside !! none of my family members suffer this... why am i the " lucky " one... )= just 4gt bout it.. has been accompanying me since young, what to do ? just face it....

getting stress ! midterm just around the corner.. feels like nothing much to study.. prac flute ? piano ? what else... choir ? no more... my moral studies and malaysian studies ? what i've been doing during lectures... just chit-chatting thru'out the whole lecture... im not even pay any attention to it ! gosh ? seriously, i have no idea whats coming out on midterm... "groupmate" should help.. lol !!

recently addicted to poker.. thanks to koh !! *&$&^@#&* ajak-ing me to play poker with him at first end up gt addicted.. gosh... shall stay far far away from that...

looking forward for the penang trip this coming weekend... thers bdays on saturday and sunday !! sry to the one i cant celebrate with.. since i've appointment on sat and sun T.T even tho im back in penang... but i'll try my best to free on that time to celebrate ur bday ! huahahaha ;X no worries ya !!

thanks fer the weirdos around me.. you guys rox to th max !! ther was just only a pm of mine.. that saying i dont wanna be alone.. then the replies... 1st i saw jn : i also dont want.. haha ! ... then koh : how bout 2 ppl ?... and jiaen: i dont want too !... irene : i also dont want la.... last wil be suwen: scare to be alone...     lol ? whats wrong.. haha ! but that was fun.. lmao at least, ppl are reading at my pm.. im just just lonely... ): rofl, but th crazy ppl ard wil neva make me down... woohhoo !!

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i shall off to bed now.. hope i can sleep well tonight...

night peeps ! ;D